I used to think that finding your one true love was absolutely impossible. I use to think that kind of affection doesn’t exist, that when uncover someone who cares about you, you have similar interests and you want the same things this was enough, that this was what love was. Truth is I got it all completely wrong!
Mostly, your dilemma is dysfunctional. Our culture, society and families can’t escape abnormalities. They have a “normal” handle love and intimacy since there is a surrender, a relin